im back bloggingggg
after a long break of writing a new post because of some technical problems,
finally here i am
blogging
although its been more than a month since the last post (or so . . or am i exaggerating ? o____o)
anyway
i have been too stressed these days .
i have to memorise a list of fucking vocabulary each day .
and each list will contain at least 40 words
and i have to remember
what does that word called,
and how to write it
and so on and on .
and its chinese !
yeah mann .
chinese .
despite of having the most natural resource in the world, they are also the most dumb country that ever existed .
they dont even have alphabets, where korea, which is very popular right now, have .
although they both have something similar, which is
both of them wrote their words in such a way that it does not look the same as how we pronounce them .
i started regretting taking the intensive course once more .
but i cant regret just yet !
cos i am still not the most stupid person in the class .
so i should start working hard on my chinese language .
i want to impress my parents
and want to b a good role model for my siblings .
and i must be used to be a good role model
as im gonna b a leader in many places .
especially in my family (well, not now, but when i have married)
i must be a good example for everybody
cos i seem to have been eaten in my own satisfaction
that i have been neglecting everything,
literally everything .
whether its my studies,
my relations with other people,
and my looks !
lawl
my gf yesterday told me this :
''u have gotten fatter''
lawl !
omgomgomgomg
and i have been speaking bad words without thinking twice ever since the new semester begins !
what should i do yaaaaaaaaa
zz
its not proper for a man to do not know what to do .
cos a true man should know what to do, and what he do .
ahhhh
damn
i wish i could dance .
bboying was a good way to release stress
and it also is a good way to build my body, therefore reducing my body fats xD
but it is not possible right now
i will get too worn out after the numerous classes in the intensive course .
shit .
anyway
i really should stop complaining .
complaining wont do any good .
i better do something that will make some sense rather than complaining
hahahha .
if that's so then why would i write this pile of shit here ?
damn
damn
damn
i hate this mind
this mind
who keeps on challenging on almost
everything
damnnnnnnn
mind, stop challenging !
its good if i can find a solution to the challenge,
but in this case,
my mind has challenged too many things .
and i cant solve all of them at once, u my fucking mind .
anyway
i should stop here
i could really lost in my thoughts if i continue .
so c u all in the next more fun post !
(if there's any people reading this tho xD)
nite
nic .
