yoo mann
i just finnished looking through the comments that i have in friendster :D
and i realised
my past was such a sweet sorrow xD
i have many friends
and i have wasted alot of people who loved me
i think (only me)
i was such a fun person that everyone loves me
they love being around me because i was such a fun guy
but now
i am such a quiet and timid boy D:
i dont know if im gonna be able to obtain my past personality
i really wish i would have it once more time
and i would not let my negative thoughts make that personality go far away from me
ah...
regretting is also useless
i used to be able to live the life that i always wanted
but now
im living like a loser
cos ive betrayed one of my friends
how i wish i will be forgiven
and able to live like the past
life without lies
(although i am sure some people was lying to me)
but the life that ive been living in the past was one without lies
i mean
i never lie to people in the past :D
and that makes me enjoy being who i am
transparent me
lol
but now im such a liar
i really want to be like what i was
transparent
never lie
and im gonna try it :D
c u guys next time =)