im back back back
im actually doing my homeworks
but i feel a bit 'mumet' (especially 4 indonesians only xD) so i decided to post something
cos i am bored
damnn
so many homeworks to do
and so many things to study
i start to regret coming here to study
nonononono
i cant regret
cos a true man lives without regret ;D
so i should enjoy, and never regret (stress mode : on)
anyway
i am reminded of tt 1 girl again
go away from my mind will ya ? =p
nah,
i cant get her out of my mind @____@
there are too many sweet memories with her till i cant forget her
so i think i should just enjoy my life right now (is there any connection? xD)

she seems happy cos she managed to establish a connection with someone she loves so much
so i should be happy as well :D
but how can i be happy when there are so many homeworks and things to study everyday?
@____@
i really should get used to this lifestyle as soon as possible
cos
im going to yi ke ban next semester,
where more homeworks and things to study awaits
hauhahuhuahua
im really going crazy here
too stressed
cos im not used being stressed like this
i must stress myself to a point where when i am stressed = normal
and vice versa
xD
i must memorise approximately 20 new words each day, and at least 5 new ways of word usage in different sentence
@______@
its amazing aint it?
THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE TO DO WHEN I WAS IN SINGAPORE
LOL
chinese is far tougher than i expected
now i regret underestimated chinese
as language was the only thing that im good at,
so i underestimated chinese and i thought that i will definitely able to master it
cos everyday i will see chinese characters and use chinese to talk
but i was wrong xD
here
im using indonesian language most of the time
and im only using like a little bit of chinese to talk to chinese people
cos i am lacking of vocabulary
and for the things that i dont know to say i use body language xDD
okayy
now its time to stop resting
and start playing with chinese characters again
c u guys in the next post (:

sayonara~
zai jian !