yuuuhuuuuuu (if there's any ppl here)my life lately is good
but i have been addicted to a facebok game .
so-called kung-fu pets
hahahaha
at first, i just played it for fun
but when i realize how easy it was to lvl up, i become addicted .
cant help it, can i ?
hahahah
every game is made to make its player addicted anyway
anyway
ive been thinking alot lately
and i realize that
i am getting more n more easy to get angryt
omg
is this normal ?
when i have been normally easy going
but now i got angry way too easily
i fear that this will actually affect the future me .
and what kind of future im gonna have .
all i want is just to have a happy life, and tons of money .
but i am afraid that it will not be possible
cos in order to have a happy life, i must make everyone around me feels comfortable with me
so we can therefore have fun and be happy together (which is not possible if i keep getting angry) but on the other side, this thinking is too naive as there will surely be A LOT of people trying to make use / take advantage of someone who is easy going . therefore, i dont know what should i do . suggestion, anyone ?
whereas in the other side, to have tons of money
i must show the people around me that i am not nothing
which i think
is not possible if u do not show ur power sometimes
and what i think by showing my power is being angry
LOL
i know this is a wrong mindset
but i dont know why
for some reason i cant help it
i gotta change
really really gotta change this habit .
anyway
these are the main thoughts that have been stressing me these days
i am confused about this world, and i hope
that someday
i will find the answer to those questions
and when i find the answers to those questions, i am sure
that all my dreams will be accomplished
and i will be more than glad to teach it to my children in the future (i am talking like i am 30-something . LOL)
kk gonna stop here
im goin to play kung-fu pets somemore !
c u all in the next post ! :D
nic ~
